She gave me so much and I told her and many things I didn't . Yes she hurt me but it was my choice to stay or put up with it. She is the love of my life. Her friend thinks I am the toxic to the relationship. But is she to us? Did she come between us?She asked me to join something to help my marriage that would garuntee it would fix things because it did hers. My wife asked me to. So I did even after I didn't want to . But after awhile I was glad I did. But it didn't work my wife never tried. She said she gave up a long time ago even after saying we was fine and doing great. She didn't to hurt me. We took a vow and we said we believed in them but I guess that was wrong.
I am starting to deal . It is hard. It hasn't been very long. I will always be married to her. Don't want another girl. She said she isn't looking but she act like she is. Hell she even talks about me to her and I even get made fun of sometimes. I have emotions but I am not suppose to because i am a guy. She is great and i am suppose to believe her and grow. I believe in my family and her. I never lost my way just forgot something. I love you Sheena. you don't have to return the feelings. Better for worse richer for poor. good time and bad times for the rest of my life.